Sarovis

I wanted this to be it. I wanted this to stay. I wanted to keep you. I wish I couldn't feel you slipping away. I don't know why I do this to myself. I don't know why I try so hard. I don't know why this stopped being easy. I wish I couldn't see the scars. I'm sorry for all of this pain. I'm sorry for every smile I've taken away. I'm sorry for my doubt that's poisoned me. I wish I could give you every word I didn't say. I'll always remember every moment of joy. I'll always remember the soft intensity of your kiss. I'll always remember that you were my everything once. I wish I could bring back the ignorant bliss. I love you and